ALONG LIFE'S ROAD - FAMILY MATTERS AND PERSONAL GOALS
FAMILY MATTERS AND PERSONAL GOALS
MY LAST POST ON THIS BLOG - ALONG LIFE'S ROAD - WAS TWO YEARS AGO -
I HAVE BEEN BLOGGING REGULARLY - BUT SOMEHOW I "CANNOT KEEP MY BLOGS SEPARATE" NOW. IT SEEMS THAT THEY ARE ALL POSTED ON MY DASHBOARD - AND I CAN NOT ADD OR MOVE THEM - BEING A NOVICE BLOGGER, I
HAVE NOT YET UNDERSTOOD WHAT TO DO TO CHANGE THEM.
please know that I am
still blogging
still walking along life's road
and
still walking by faith
in the Lord Jesus Christ.
If you type in these titles,
you can find each one of them
Along Life's Road with Junebug,
Bibleladyjunebug99@blogpost.com
which will bring you to June's Lilac Corner,
Looking for Messiah's Return,
Climbing Higher with Junebug,
and
blogger profile: Biblelady Junebugcash
will take you to my dashboard
on which all my posts are seen.
Some dates for Perspective on
who I am may help you
get an idea of what these blogs
are about.
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---SHE SAID "I WON'T KNOW UNTIL THE END OF APRIL
Bibleladyjunebug99@blogpost.com
which will bring you to June's Lilac Corner,
Looking for Messiah's Return,
Climbing Higher with Junebug,
and
blogger profile: Biblelady Junebugcash
will take you to my dashboard
on which all my posts are seen.
Some dates for Perspective on
who I am may help you
get an idea of what these blogs
are about.
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2009
I fell outside feeding the birds on the morning of January 12.
One of my posts describes this event. My first operation was "the replacement of the ball" because it was fractured. No further damage indicated at that time.
2011
My husband Henry in September had an operation on his stomach. He knew that this was "a risk" but His joy in Christ and in whatever God would bring was evident to all of us.
Before his operation, the Doctor asked him, "Mr. Cash, you do know how risky this operation is?" And Henry smiled back at him, and said,
Well, Doctor, either way I cannot lose. If I
die, then I go to be with the Lord, and if I
live, I am still here.
Here he is at age 85, May 26, 2011.
William Henry Cash, Jr.
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THANKSGIVING DAY
WE CELEBRATED BECAUSE DADDY WAS HOME IN CLE ELUM, WA AT OUR HOME. WE HAD A GATHERING AT BECKY'S PLACE, ALL OF US THAT COULD COME. IT WAS A GOOD TIME.
It was a blessed time we had together.
Praise to God and Thanks for the joy
He gives in family.
2012
HENRY WENT ON TO GLORY ON
SUNDAY, JUNE 24, 2012.
HE WAS AT HOME,
FINALLY,
WITH THE LORD.
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2013
I moved to Ellensburg WA from Cle Elum WA before the winter came in 2012. Henry and I had planned to move if he had lived, so I went ahead with that plan.
God was with me in all of this.
There had been all the help of many folk from
my church, with a Garage Sale there at the place.
With my walker to help me get about, I readied everything that late summer day for the Garage Sale, boxes and furniture and putting
everything that I felt could be sold,
into the Cabana.
Henry fixed the Cabana - our getaway
It had been a chicken house - and was
attached to "the wood shed" ...
He took part of it down and used it to
make a floor - We had bricks underneath it.
A lovely place to sit, have devotions, and enjoy
the Shade on a bright day in the yard.
He did have it done by 1992, and here we see how it looked. Many times I went down there just to paint - spending a whole afternoon in revery. Other times, listening to the Birds and hearing the muffled traffic from the highway, realizing we had a BIRD HAVEN here in Cle Elum, WA.
So now I was loading this very same CABANA with all my things for the Yard Sale.
It was a success. Many people came, and it helped me a whole lot with the money it brought in.
I MOVED TO ELLENSBURG
BRIARWOOD MY NEW HOME
Somehow, my pain from the hip being 5 out of 10
I managed to pack, to put in place everything so that on the day that my church folk helped me load it on, it would go well.
Christmas came and went.
I was doing well.
Then, in the Spring of 2013
I began to have pain 8 and 9 out of 10
on my hip.
MY 2ND OPERATION
was scheduled.
I was in the Nursing Home and Rehab Center
there in Ellensburg for 13 days. I came home,
and began to recuperated. The Dr told me
"Mrs. Cash, it is a bone on bone replacement- I went in and found that you had nothing to put behind the ball, so I put a larger than normal ball in, and you may have much pain. Perhaps at a later time, you may opt for another operation.
OH MY!
OH THINK ! CHILD !
WHAT IS GOD DOING HERE?
I decided to go with it.
Somehow
PSALM 56 helped me through
this time in my life.
v. 3 What time I am afraid, I will trust in God.
v. 4. In God will I praise His word, in God have I put my trust; I will not be afraid what flesh can do unto me.
v. 12. Thy vows are upon me, O God: I will render praise unto thee,
v.13. For thou hast delivered my soul from death: wilt not thou deliver my feet from falling, that I may walk before the Lord in the light of the living?
So this passage was a comfort to me.
Reading in the New Testament, I was especially helped by the passage in John chapter 6 verses 15 - 21. Jesus went up into the mountain to pray while the disciples were in a boat on the sea. Jesus came to them walking on the water, in the middle of a storm. They were frightened. He spoke to them saying "It is I, do not be afraid."
In the Greek, he says "I AM, do not be afraid.
I got to thinking about that after the operation.
I could have died. I could be worse off. I am alive and able to get around, so I will do what I can, for however I can, and in doing so, trust God for my future.
Aug 18, 2013 I WAS HOME AGAIN FROM THE NURSING HOME.
ANOTHER CHRISTMAS
it is 2014 now
I was dependent on my daughters to come and help, but I was doing well. Briarwood was close to the Bi Mart - and so I chose to go there about two or three times a week to get out and about.
It paid off.
Winter I could not do that so much.
I was very careful to start exercising in my own home, and setting goals.
Playing the piano keyboard helped a lot to keep my spirits up. I was not worried. God would provide somehow, someway.
I missed my dear husband so much, but little by little I began, with the help of others, to do for myself.
2015
Rachel, my daughter was able to see me about three or four times a year. It took 7 hours to get to Ellensburg from Abbotsford BC Canada to see me.
She asked one day,
MOM, WOULD YOU CONSIDER MOVING CLOSER TO US, SO THAT I COULD SEE YOU MORE OFTEN?
Bill and Rachel were busy busy busy people.
He is a Band and music teacher in a Christian school there in BC. She is a Social Worker very occupied and also both are quite busy with their Church and other activities.
So at first I said, I do not think so.
But God did not let me alone until
I said "YES" to the idea of moving
closer.
AND IT WAS THAT SAME INCIDENT OF JESUS WALKING ON THE WATER THAT HELPED ME DECIDE.
My Journal on January 19, 2015 shows me that I had decided to move, God helping me. I thought maybe it would be a couple of years before I would. Oh, my!
I set out my thoughts and here they were
1. That if I moved I would want to be HAPPY in God's
Will for me.
2. That just perhaps a more rainy climate might help my
sinuses more.
3. It would be a fitting place to be - near the Ocean -
I have always longed to live near the Ocean. Cars on the highway
as I hear the murmurs and vibrations of traffic seem to be
as much noise as "ocean waves" would do.
4. Finally, I sense that like my great grandmother,
my grandmother's Mother - she loved her family
and lived in Eastham MA and later on York Beach, Maine
where the family would gather for outings and family
fellowship. Their church was very important to them.
My Grandmother Lillias May Carpenter loved me very much, and somehow I have always connected that relationship to my
love for the ocean. It may be good to consider
and see what God will do.
This was the wedding photo of my
great grandmother
taken at York Beach Maine
JANUARY 19, 2015
I WROTE THIS:
All of this I especially look for
(1.) Christ's Return for the Church, His Bride;
(2.) or seeing my loved ones by
traveling to see them
or for them
to travel to see me.
In making this move, I need to be sensitive
to God's leading. My heart's cry is to be surely
ever growing closer to the Lord Jesus Christ in intimacy, and trusting him in all things.
Most people at 84 (I was only 82 in 2015) seem to go downhill, both physically and spiritually, and mentally. So I wish to work with God's direction toward making my elder years be a Blessing to my family and to my children's children. As the great grand-children arrive, I would like to bless and welcome them by my presence and love.
It all is in the LORD MOST HIGH'S hands. He is everything to me. I will look for good things to come.
SO THIS IS WHAT I WROTE BACK IN 2015
AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED NEXT.
This photo shows my cousin Beverly with Gramma and Grampa Carpenter
back in the younger years. This is what Gram and Gramps looked like
in 1954 when I moved to California with my family. This probably was taken in 1953
when they came to visit all our families in Massachusetts.
This is my table set for Friday night through Sunday night.
It helped me get through the weekend. The Menorah represents both
the Church and Israel - so it helps me pray for both of them that God
will show His Will in the lives of all who call on His Name. Many
people of both Jew and Gentile will believe on the Messiah - Isaiah 53 tells us that He would come and indeed in the books of the Gospels He said He came from the Father to be the Light of the World.
John 8.12
WHEN I NOTIFIED RACHEL ABOUT MY DECISION
Rachel and Bill came and took me on a BIG TOUR OF BELLINGHAM TO BLAINE WA
AND WE STOPPED AT MANY RENTAL PLACES AND FACILITIES TO SEE
WHAT WAS AVAILABLE
AWESOME
WONDERFUL
AND
SO OVERWHELMING !
I FELT LIKE I WAS WALKING ON THE WATER TO JESUS AND
BEGINNING TO FAIL - LIKE PETER - I CRIED OUT "SAVE ME, LORD"
AND LIKE JESUS DID THEN FOR PETER - HE HELD MY HAND
AND TOOK ME RIGHT INTO THE BOAT -
WALKED WITH ME IN THE STORM OF MOVING
I REMEMBER THAT I DID NOT SEE ANYTHING THAT CALLED TO ME, LIVE HERE,
AND I REMEMBER
THAT
WHEN I STAYED AT BILL AND RACHEL'S THE NIGHT OF OUR TOUR
I STARTED LOOKING ON THE INTERNET FOR WHAT WAS AVAILABLE IN BLAINE AND BIRCH BAY.
AND HARBOR SIDES APARTMENTS HAD AN ADVERTISEMENT
THAT STRUCK MY ATTENTION.
AND SO BY THE END OF JANUARY I HAD ALREADY
PUT MY NAME IN FOR AN APARTMENT.
AND I STARTED TO PACK MY THINGS.
HERE IS A VIEW I TOOK OF HWY 101 THE OLD CANYON ROAD
BLAINE WA
WHEN ARE YOU MOVING? PEOPLE ASKED ?
SOON .....
I SAID, SOON.
I KEPT ON PACKING
BOXES
BOXES
AND GIVING AWAY WHAT
I THOUGHT I MIGHT NOT NEED.
DOWNSIZING STILL MORE.
APRIL 23, 2015
I began to aim at moving by talking with my manager
in Briarwood. She said, I need 20 days notice,
and if I move - and the apartment does not rent right away, I would
have to pay the rents up until my lease is done which is October.
SO I PRAYED FOR WISDOM
AND STARTED TO PLAN.
I prayed for a major "MIRACLE" in
the opening of an apartment at
the Harborside Apts on Peace Portal Drive
OH MY!
I knew there were only 26 apts in the facility,
and of those 4 were one bedroom.
2 COR. 4.6
I DECIDED ON JAN 7 2017 I WAS ON A JOURNEY
NOT KNOWING WHAT LIES BEFORE ME,
I WROTE" I AM TRUSTING GOD OF THE
ETERNITIES OF ETERNITIES, FROM
EVERLASTING TO EVERLASTING
TO LEAD
AND GUIDE ME
ONE STEP
AT A TIME,
ONE HOUR,
ONE DAY
AT
A TIME.
---SHE SAID "I WON'T KNOW UNTIL THE END OF APRIL
IF YOU CAN MOVE IN JUNE"
So APRIL 24TH I BEGAN TO PACK MORE
ERNESTLY.
PACKING BOXES
PACKING THE BOOKS
PUTTING CLOTHES IN SUITCASES AND BOXES
LABELING EVERYTHING
I MADE A SIGN TO SELL MY WASHER
AND DRYER
WHEN GOING TO PUT IT UP
ONE OF MY NEIGHBORS BOUGHT IT
RIGHT THEN AND THERE.
APRIL 30, 2015
THE LADY CALLED TO SAY
"CAN YOU COME TO SEE
THE APARTMENT THAT IS
AVAILABLE?"
SO - I CALLED RACHEL AND
SHE WENT WITH ME TO LOOK AT IT.
IT WOULD BE VERY EXPENSIVE.
A TWO BEDROOM APT
OVERLOOKING THE OCEAN.
AWESOME.
WE GAVE THE LADY A "DOWN" TO SHOW
WE WANTED THE APARTMENT, IT WAS JUST $30.00.
THEY WOULD CALL ME WHEN IT WAS AVAILABLE.
AT THAT POINT I WAS NOT CERTAIN
ON THE TWO BEDROOM
KNOWING A ONE BEDROOM WOULD BE CHEAPER.
DECIDED TO GO WITH IT AND TRUST GOD.
IT TURNED OUT THAT
ANOTHER PERSON WANTED IT RIGHT
AWAY,
BUT THE MANAGER
CALLED AND ASKED, IF WE HAD AN OPENING,
COULD YOU MOVE IN JUNE? HERE?
OH YES, I SAID.
NO GUARANTEES.
SIGHT UNSEEN
NOT HAVING BEEN THERE
WOWEE
FAITH MIGHTY FAITH
THE TRIUMPH SEE
LAUGHS AT IMPOSSIBILITIES,
AND
CRIES
IT SHALL BE DONE.
ON APRIL 30th
2015
I wrote this:
"I am sure the move is from the Lord. Peter asked, if it is you Lord, tell me to come out on the
water with you. Oh my ! Jesus said,
Come.
Peter got out on the water, but then
he became too aware of himself and
the water, not looking at Jesus...he
began to sink....
I NEED to walk on the water. Jesus is Lord
in this move. He will orchestrate the
exact apartment and the time I am to move.
so here, Lord, I ask you to keep me focused
on you.
JULY 11, 2015
I MOVED
AUGUST 3, 2015
I visited THE LIGHTHOUSE BAPTIST CHURCH IN BIRCH BAY. My new chapter
has begun.
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So here I am with Rachel after
I moved
and AFTER
ANOTHER MAJOR HIP OPERATION
March 2016
After I moved to Harborside,
I did well, until about January 2017
when I began to have trouble with
the hip again.
Birch Bay WA
was a long way from Seattle WA
So I inquired with Doctors in Bellingham,
and they directed me
back to SEATTLE U W
I was given the name of
Dr. Adam Sassoon
in the Hip and Knee UW
-
Xrays
Trips
Decisions
and
yes
ANOTHER OPERATION
SCHEDULED
Again I had to consult the Lord about this.
At 82 I did not know what the outcome
would be.
Many women in the last 50 years had hip operations and within a year had died.
I looked into the Word of God my Bible.
Psalm 56 again came to my help.
Remembering God's faithfulness so far, I would
trust Him in this.
So, I reasoned in myself,
I have been active up until this pain
set in. So therefore, if I understand correctly,
a hip operation will be successful IF we get to do it before the bone deteriorates too much.
My next thought was, that IF an operation
could be scheduled before June, then I would be able to be into REHAB and home in the summer time.
They told me I might have to have 12 weeks of nursing home care - but I went to God about that, because I ONLY HAD SHORT TERM insurance, not long term.
If the NH called for 12 weeks of care I might be paying for it myself, for the Insurance would run out. I decided to trust God on this matter.
SO I HAD THE OPERATION
MARCH
Dr. Sassoon and Nathan Summers were the ones who performed this Revision of my hip.
As I understand it, they did an
excellent job.
So here I am.
I was in the Rehab for 5 weeks.
Two days before I was to go home, I was told, Mrs. Cash, your insurance is running out
Will you mind that?
I said, No. I will pay it as I can. I will be
going home soon.
And yes, two days later
I went on to my apartment
in Harborside
How Blessed I am to be alive !
How Thankful I am to have the pain behind me!
How I praise the Lord God of the heavens and the earth, who leads and guides me.
How I bless His Holy Name for His Faithfulness.
My aim is to glorify God
in all that happens to me
and to share with others
my faith in Him
that they
too
shall know
the LIVING AND TRUE GOD
IN OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST
WHO IS THE SAME YESTERDAY
TODAY
AND
FOREVER.
Hebrews 13.8